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UGH. Samantha still hasn't moved her stuff out, she's gotten clothes but her bed/dresser and stuff are still here I have no idea what her plans are but I want the stuff out ASAP to set the girls art easel up and get a new table.
It was nice out yesterday so we *TRIED* to take some pictures of the girls. Major fail. My mom kept the girls last night so I crashed in bed at 11pm, and didn't get back up until noon today, woke up to a sleeping bb from alex putting her down for a nap. I have only TWO loads of laundry to do and diapers but I haven't been busting my ass at all. SO nice I can't even tell you.
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Myspace and Facebook chats won't load, updates won't load. I can't upload pictures. I'm going crazy I've been trying to fix it for three damn days. HELP!?
uhhhh. no.
Anywho her tonsils will be removed Dec 7th.
Alex doesn't get his xmas bonus until right before xmas, the girls are getting new bikes, K is a getting new lunch pail stuff and Adds is getting a nice carseat, any advice?! I like a few but am lost on which.
It started Addison's birthday, supposedly after I headed to bed she went to a friends and stayed there, whatever, came home the next day showered,told me she "ran into johneric at target and he bought diapers and new bottles and a snowsuit' changed marley's clothes and left again. Thought it was odd, that she didn't mention it when I talked to her and that she didn't LEAVE and talked to him, but whatever what can I say she's an adult. She stayed at friends again that day. I asked her if she'd stayed at john eric's she denied it, and said no we argued about it on and off that day, well I watched marley Thursday and Friday and he cried the ENTIRE day and acted really off, I mentioned it to her she blew me off. Saturday, she was fine. Alex's friend stayed here since the girls weren't here and we all watched movies, Monday rolls around we go to the probation court for charges against John Eric, she "stays" at her friends house, Yesterday I went to JohnErics' myspace (search johneric42069@live.com you'll find it) and low and behold his status says "thanks for staying two days with me then being a bitch" or something. so I confront her yet AGAIN, she denies it. I told her I don't believe her and that she's an adult and can do as she pleases but LYING to my FACE isn't going to fly. Hang up on her. Pretty much through texts I'm told that I'm taking it too personally, being stupid for acting like I made some major life change having her here, uhhhh... blah blah blah.
So she comes here and gets a bag of stuff I ask when she'll be back for the rest she says tomorrow I said we won't be here, its thanksgiving and she leaves. THEN alex's friend (david) who stayed sat night/sunday day calls and tells us she's been staying there since monday night. Considering alex talks to him daily the fact that he didn't let alex know that is fucked up, and I told him well she fucked john eric last week, is hooking up with some dennis kid and her ex mitch is coming in from arizona friday so have fun with that.
She's fucking INSANE.
I have watched marley FOR FREE every time she works plus going out, given her gas money, bought bottles, clothes, formula for Marley and HER, they came here with NOTHING and for her to say 'I just stayed there it wasn't a big life change" WTF? ALL of our bills went up 30-50$ EACH a MONTH, for four months, think about that. And still she gave us NO money not a dollar. Our electric bill is so behind now is crazy. She got paid today so I told her I NEEDED the money she'd borrowed the last two weeks plus the 50 she owes me, she left 50$ here when she got her stuff. SERIOUSLY. 50$. WOW.
Seriously I'm so blown away I can't think straight.
I did end up dipping out last night and just crashing in bed at 9. I can't handle all the bullshit crashing down right now.
I woke up with a headache which is still there.
Of course I would get sick 3 days before their party. I stuck one kid on each boob and passed out until K was home. Seriously I don't know if I'd survive colds if I didn't breastfeed.
My diapers are in the washing machine with All free and clear until I can get out and look for planet. Does it matter what vinegar you use??? I only keep ACV in the house but will go get white if needed.
FML. seriously FML.
Its going to cost more than our car is worth (its 21 yrs old f'real) to fix it.
Can this month die now please.
I'm broke. Beyond broke. Alex got paid today but once all the bills are paid we're left with 10$. Seriously. Next pay period is 2 weeks away and even then bills are only minimumly paid so the other half will be due, then the next months will be rolling in. The past two weeks have sucked.
I feel like crying.
To top it off the detergent I have been using on diapers is causing rash/smell issues, and I do NOT have the time/$$$ to keep rinsing them 6+ time each time they need washed. Its everything I have to keep both kids in diapers. There is NO way we could afford to disposable diaper. Seriously these kids blow through diapers like crazy. I feel like all I do is dishes, diapers, wash clothes, wash kids, feed kids, ALL DAY LONG. I can never get ahead.
Its my baby's birthday and I just want to go back to bed.
I tried to update last night but the internet shut down mid-entry.
Basically yesterday morning the team of drs came in and went over the situation. The head dr pretty much said he knew that the 'herpes' wasn't the situation, that he didn't think it was herpes, and that the fact that she was not vax'd was a non-issue in this situation, her blood work was fine, but that he wanted to wait on the 36 hour spinal culture because it was flubbed and had a LOT of blood in which was skewing the results of the early tests, and also stating he thinks that kids get an overwhelming amount of vax in the first year of life, and while he does think she needs to start with them soon, he understands my delaying them.
Last night I co-slept with her because there was no way she was sleeping in the crib, and I was beyond exhausted falling asleep holding her. She's nursed the entire time we were there. Yesterday afternoon her herpes test came back negative (uh duh) so the anti-viral was discontinued, later the ABx were also once the spinal tap came back around midnight (she was getting a dose every 8 hours)
So the outcome of all this? She has 2 ear infections (which I don't believe are very bad) which caused a low grade fever (99.2-100.9) which in turn caused the seizures, and the lesion on her lip in a keloid from drool/friction from chewing due to teething. After being pumped full of an anti-viral and super harsh ABx she's now having super bad water poop and gas. Because of the ABx she's been given she doesn't need one for the ear infection, ONE round of the Abx would have taken care of a BAD ear infection, she's had FIVE. So basically my child was pumped of medicine because she's un-vax'd even though BOTH things they suspected she would not have been vax'd against and as we all know vaccines are NOT 100% full proof. We would have been sent home to potientally have another one or even something more serious occur if I'd have said she was up to date. Ridiculous in my opinion.
So now that she's had one, with the afterwards state she was in she has a higher chance of it happening again but most kids outgrow them by 3-5 yrs old.
We did a refresher on CPR and what to do during the seizure (both of which I knew because of the girls) and as long has there isn't a pro-longed come around just to call the Ped (this time it was a 90 minute come around which is NOT normal)
SO BASICALLY they have no clue wtf happened, and it might happen again. I spent 3 days being completely annoyed and upset and given a pat on the back and sent home! AWESOME.
The LC came down since we were bfing and everyone was all "extended bfing blah blah blah" um she's 11 months old dude. NOT EVEN 1. Its a CHILDRENS hospital the fact that they see it as being extended makes me want to cry. Seriously.
I have a son with a total psycho, and we have been in and out of court over the last four months. I have a five year civil protection order against him. Which includes our nine month old son.
Today in court, the judge asked me to give him visitations, which i strongly do not want to do. && feel that he is not a suitable father. Obviously there is a reason we are not together.
I am planning on moving to arizona at the beginning of next year. we are livng in ohio now. I am just not sure how that would work out, or if anyone knows how the law is with those kind of things.
If anyone has been through this, or has any advice please let me know! Thanks. :]
marley
Chlo
Walmart has costumes on sale for 4$.
http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_i
a REAL store that carries cloth diapers!!! In dayton!
She carries super cute wetbags, thirsties, FBs, BGs, prefolds, wipes, teething necklaces, thirsties covers, dream-eze, tons of kids books and toys, loads more.
I stopped in and bought some covers and snappis and a wet bag also some bfing advocate stickers/pins last week and will be heading back soon!
